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Apr. 3rd, 2008 | 11:41 pm
location: in my room
mood: awake
music: empty streets by late night alumni

it's been like, what, 2 years since I REALLY wrote here.  going through different stages...work, school, life, moving, moving, moving.  i moved closer to the city, but not actually in the city...which was a good compromise since i hate city noises.  i'm just not a fine-with-listenin-to-every-language-spoken-under-the-sun-over-mariachi/mexi-music kinda girl.  but i most definitely couldn't live where i first stayed when i moved out west...i'm sorry, but tech yuppies just aren't my scene either.

jared and i have kinda settled in with living together.  we're both in stay-at-home mode so often it's given some time to really appreciate the house.  and its finally given me writing mode back =)

i do a crapload of writing now, for a living....at a non-profit.  it's just a little strange, because, its like, when did i become responsible?  gone are the days of blowing my money on clothes and alcohol.  and i'm in grad school...which is something that, i don't know, i'm still not fully realizing.  

since really establishing myself here in sf, i've lost some of my friends.  not so sure who i've mentioned in the past (or if i even mentioned in this journal)...but in the last year, my small town buddies from yore have dwindled down to just one...lynn, my best friend of 17 years.  celeste and i had the most ridiculous falling out about a year ago.  i just got tired of her flakiness.  so, no patience + her flakehood = gettin in some real tense shit with her.  mind you, this was all through email, because, what would a flake be if she actually talked to me in person.  now not talking to her has left me not talking to her husband (whose wedding, by the way, i was a bridesmaid in).  lovely how friendships can be NOT friendships over email.  technology seriously is a wonderful thing.

michael and i have drifted too.  i mean, i understand, he's in med school and has, like, doctoring crap to do, but whatever.  phone calls don't take very fuckin long is all i'm sayin.  it's just been something like a 2 year phone tag with him.  god, to think right before i moved, a lot of weekends, it was just me and him...talking about life and experiencing life.  i would be completely lying to say i didn't miss him...miss that...but time, distance, and new york has really disjointed us. 

anyway, i could go on, i guess, but i'll end it here.  hopefully i'll run into my old lj buddies again.  to be continued...probably tomorrow =)

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from: ann_cruz
date: Apr. 6th, 2008 02:09 am (UTC)
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hehe...i know right, FINALLY! i've been so uninspired last last 2 years and i don't know know. its not like life has been boring exactly. anyway, thanks for the comment. it's nice to see them from you again =)

for sure, next time you come out here, we HAVE TO kick it....at least for one night. we'll go to some grown-up places. no crazy bopper bitches...hehe.

love you girl!

ps - i read your last entry...i hope you and the family are ok. i'll be praying for you.

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